October 15, 2010

Alhamdullilah



At last week of pregnancy stages alhamdulillah..berjaya juga aku khatam al-quran semalam....i'm waiting ...and waiting...bila sakit 30min...15 min...nak datang...ni..
maybe its not the right time...hope that painful will come when everybody is ready...yelah ready to send me to hospital...not @ working day...and of course my hubby ada at my side when i'm in hospital...semangat sket..
@ kampung i'm got enough rest...but still can't sleep very well...hot beb, nak beralih..hanya tuhan yg tahu...sweating all over night..cmna nak tido.!!!! but as a human yg dikurniakan akal dan fikiran..whatever kepayahan yg dialami @ this time ada hikmahnya...believe it!!! i know that...yelah this is the forth time beb...but if your hubby rasa camna yg u rasa lagi best...its will appreciate u and u're child as well as menatang minyak yg penuh....u're lucky if u have that's kind of hubby...but not every men knows that...most of them knows that they have to find the money..cari rezeki so that their wife comfortable.....of course we suka...but lagi suka kalo treat us as a queen right???...cewah...bukan nak mengada-ngada..but wants to take their attention jer...yelah nama pun laki bini..right!!..

when felt uncomfortable having last weeks of pregancy....i'm thinking about my SIL yg separate wif her husband..how she's facing this wif 5 of her children....dah lah took care her mother yg memang tak larat nak urus diri...ohhh...macam rasa nak call BERSAMAMU @ TV3...gie lah bantu dia....gie lah tgk kesusahan hidup..sedih bile dia story kat aku..but aku sekeluarga hanya mampu bantu yg termampu....entahla...Tak faham lelaki ni...we can't even understand what they want...I'm not mention pada semua lelaki  sesetengah jer la..but majoriti....ada gak my friends yg cantik pun kena tinggal..her husband balik kalo rasa2 nak seks jer..i don't know what's type laki like this......kalo bini tak cantik lagi ler...nak pasang 2...so after thinking..and thinking...dah akhir zaman....manusia masih lagi tak sedar...kesenangan dunia sementara saja...

@ kampung, i spent most of my rest time wif reading magazine, newspaper, wanita hari ini..and after subuh ..tak terlepas dari rancangan tanyalah ustaz....rasa tenang tau seketika bila bermuhasabah diri
.....kalo @KL memang otak aku pikir keje..keje..keje....balik tidokan anak...then keje..keje...keje..
scary tau reading newspaper skang ni......child abuse usah dok cakap la...bunuh-membunuh tu dah jadi perkara biasa...mcm negara Barat....rogol-merogol ni ...satu akhbar..dlm 3..4 artikel...gadis hilang...setiap hari ada jer...bergaduh2 dalam hal berpolitik...tu pasal rakyat Malaysia yg belajar di oversea nak terus bekerja di sana...they said lebih aman dari Malaysia....is it true????

Ya...Allah lindungi seluruh keluargaku, zuriat-zuriatku daripada sebarang musibah dan bencana..Amin
tak mampu aku menahan segalanya....apa yang mampu hanya berdoa...sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui..

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